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BISMILLAHIR RAHMANIR RAHIM

Dear Ummi,

I may always said BAD THINGS behind your face. I do things that are definitely out of your will. I go to places without your permission and I’ve said many things that might hurt you a lot. But believes me UMMI I could never asks for ANY OTHER UMMI THAN YOU. I miss how we bond together when I was still young. Those times when I can say anything that has happened to me. Those times when I cry because I don’t want to be away from you. The time when you were teaching me things that I don’t know yet and every perfect and happy moment we’ve had. I’m sorry for the things I’ve done that might hurt you too. I’m sorry I couldn’t make you any prouder of me. I’m sorry I didn’t turn out the way you want me to be I’m sorry that I’m a disappointment to you. I wish you could understand that When I hang out with a boys, it doesn’t mean he’s my BOYFRIEND. School is hard and I’m trying my best. I’m a teenager I don’t always have the best attitude. I’m young and sometimes I want to have fun by myself. Not all my friends can be a bad influence and I feel useless whenever you compare me to other people. But you’re definitely THE BEST I WILL HAVE and I REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH even though I’m not so great in expressing it :’)

Dear Ayah,

I may always HATE how you scold me. Whenever you see a boy whose with me or when at times you dictate. Things I should be doing and always tell ‘you should be like this or like that’ or those days where I often disregard your efforts for securing my future. I wish you could know that if when I hang out with a boy, it doesn’t mean he’s my BOYFRIEND. School is hard and I’m trying my best. I am a teenager I don’t always have the best attitude. I try to make the best decisions for my self. I’m young and sometimes I want to have fun by myself. If I’m out all night, it doesn’t mean I’m drinking or doing drugs. Not all my friends can be a bad influence. I feel useless whenever you compared me to other people. I’m sorry I couldn’t make you any prouder of me. I’m sorry that I’m a disappointment to you. But I tell you AYAH, I awalys try to be the person you want me to be. I ALWAYS WANT TO MAKE YOU PROUD and I LOVE YOU for always looking out for me :’)

Sincerely

Your awful daughter :’)